Friday, August 30, 2013

Ten Places I've Spent the Night, by Carla DeMello, Stacey Murphy, Yvette Rubio


Carla DeMello

In a sauna, because it was the only option

On the beach in Santa Barbara, which was full of tar in those days, and the next morning my mother cleaned it off me with kerosene

In the top bureau drawer in among the undergarments

In a closet for too many reasons to list here

In a light blue plastic laundry hamper because there was a huge nest of black widow spiders under my real bed

In Los Angeles when I was supposed to be in San Diego

In a bush because I was lost

In a tent that rolled down the hill

In the bed the dog thought was his and wasn’t shy about letting me know

In my very own bed all alone


Stacey Murphy

At my grandmother's, sleeping on a bench next to a potbelly stove in the living room

In a lean-to in 20 degree weather with friends, an inadequate sleeping bag, and adequate scotch

On a beach lounger on a deck overlooking Cape May beach,  until the 4 a.m. mosquitos and dew ruined it — then I spent the rest of the night . . . .

Under the dining room table of the beach house overlooking Cape May beach

A bed & breakfast in Rhode Island that was decorated with memorabilia from the Titanic

In a friend's home full of unique furnishings — ours was the room next to the "Zombie Baby Room"

On the floor of a pavilion on a rainy campout, next to a fire, surrounded by children who feared the many bats who lived there and darted over our heads

In a car with two giggling girlfriends on a road trip to see another friend, celebrating just being able to drive at night

On an overstuffed, soft soft bed in New Orleans

Completely and utterly inside my own mind


Yvette Rubio

In my grandmother's big dark mahogany bed in her house on Apple Street

In the baggage rack of a European train in 1968

In a tent in Munich, during the Oktoberfest on a frosty night — the next morning I learned that Jimi Hendrix had died

In a small family-run mountain home called a gite in Imlil, Morocco, (the highest village in the Atlas Mountains)

In a convent, in Assisi, Italy, where I ate green lasagna noodles for the first time

On a plane, many, many times over

On an overnight boat to Crete

In the back of a station wagon somewhere in Alabama

In a chateau in the Loire Valley, where each night I slept in a different room 

Beneath a volcano in Guatemala

Friday, July 26, 2013

How the Light Gets In, by Ross Haarstad


How the light gets in is a cantilevered window…

How the light gets in is the application of a different pigment in the brush's stroke…

How the light gets in is the release of tiny muscles above the once-lidded eyes…

How the light gets in is a secret…

How the light gets in is a question darkness raises…

How the light gets in is by removing obstructions…

How the light gets in is the obverse of how the light gets out…





Inspiration for this list came from a phrase by Leonard Cohen: "There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

It’s Unanimous, by Maureen Owens


Riding the roils
of whatever is next
we hold each other,
coupled, tight,
in the smoke
of brewing chaos.
Beloved,
the world is so absurd
our disbelief is unanimous —
all two of us —
four feet planted
for the wild ride.
Of course,
the animals are along;
that's twenty feet
gripped to the ground —
gotta count for something — eh?

Friday, July 12, 2013

What if? (revisited)


The other day I published a long collective list of "What if?" questions on Lost Paper: http://lostpaper.blogspot.com/

A few people had lists to send me, but they arrived after the deadline. Of course, I can't resist including these questions here & now.  

Thank you to:
Ann Wexler
Barbara Cartwright
Barbara Kane Lewis 
Linda Pope
Maryam Steele
Robert Sullivan



What if people had wings? 

What if day was night and night was day? 

What if spiders could talk loud enough so I could hear them? 

What if I really learned to love housecleaning? 

What if it stopped raining for a whole week? 

What if the sky was never blue, but always orange or grey? 

What if the birds lost their song? 

What if every time you heard thunder, you were granted a magical wish? 

What if she hadn't smiled?

What if he'd never told me?

What if it had really been a magic carpet?

What if there had been no sun that day?

What if you hadn't said you loved me?

What if the train hadn't been late?

What if I had been born on Jupiter?

What if you hadn't been born on Mars?

What if I never saw your smile?

What if glass didn't shatter?

What if that's all there is?

What if the moon turned into gorgonzola on hot summer days?

What if we could grow a garden in Ithaca all year long?

What if our neighbors didn't mow their lawns at 7:30 on Saturday mornings? 

What if hate was removed from our vocabulary?

What if guacamole-and-chips was added to the food pyramid?

What if I could make you love me?

What if I climbed to the top of Taughannock and saw the universe as I slowly spun around?

What if I read every single book in my house?

What if madras didn't bleed, would I still have my favorite blouse to wear and to cheer me up?

What if I could start all over again?

What if Superman was not deathly allergic to Kryptonite?

What if you loved me more than I love you for a change.

What if things were the way they used to be when I was younger — no cell phones, no computers, no answering machines — and only that amazing new invention, the electric typewriter, to be excited about.

What if I my mother hadn't been on that beach in Coney Island in 1933 where my father was picking up girls and showing off his muscles — no me.

What if I fed this little flame inside me until it grew big as a sky-high bonfire in my soul?

What if I stopped being shy?

What if I never gave in to stress ever again?

What if I started calling myself by a Super Hero name?

What if a sink full of dishes made me giggle with delight?

What if the sun and rain could feed me like a wildflower?

What if I'd made a whole other set of mistakes in my life — who would I be right now?

What if I'd never listened to bad advice?

What if I'd never fallen in love?

What if I'd gotten a good job after college, instead of chopping veggies in a vegan kitchen?

What if riding a bike didn't scare me so much — where would I have traveled?

What if I jump under the next waterfall I meet — will there be a secret passage through the stones?

What if I wasn't born a redhead?

What if I had learned to control my temper at five years old — would I be a saint right now?

What if I always let passion show me the way?

What if I never ignored the spirit animals that try to guide me?

What if I never let fear steer my ship?

What if I wasn't a writer (I hate to even ask it)?

What if unicorns and Bigfoot are real?

What if I never get out West again?

What if everything I hope for actually happens, and everything I fear never does?

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Missing, by Maude Rith


I can’t find my diary
Not that I used it much
But I’m lost without it
Now I can’t write down a thought
Where are my quotations,
Records of the books I read?
That’s the only way I can recall authors’ names
I have a cover
But no paper
I’m trying to record one joy                                              
Each summer day
I’m on the edge      I get vertigo when I look down 
            I am
            lost.              
                                    

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Portrait of Spike, by Maude Rith


Dogs can have floppy or pointy ears.
Cats’ ears stick straight up
When I see the Batman logo I think it’s a cat.                              
He sits at the top of the stairs
Seconds after I hear the bed-thump I look
Those ears pointing up
Taking in all
Striking the pose in brindle stripes
This year’s fashion but always in style.                                   
In rhythmic thuds he’ll beat to the bottom
Expecting something as we eat
Never put a cat on a diet.
It turned ours into a changeling
No fat happy cat he
Instead the green stare
The waiting, the resentful glance
The bad behavior now before
And after food
Spike. Pre-named
The SPCA prize.  Who has
the bigger job there —       
evaluating cats
feeling about for lumps                                                     
guessing age or Adam
the one who names the cats?
Our dog was named Aspen
“How do you shorten that one?”
A friend asked, “Come here Ass,
Come here Ass”
But Spike stuck.  He was a friendly cat, good-natured
Diplomatic with the others
Happy to look out the windows
Of his “forever home”
Could we have offered him that magic?
There he stood       small feet
Body erect stripes parallel and crossed
Tip of tail then head          moving.
But with the diet he sat before the counters
Seeming to stare into the middle distance
But really just judging the effort
How high to chew on the pineapple leaves?                      
How far to the skillet with egg scraps
She won’t share?
He grooms so much his back fur is thin
Half his belly chewed bare
“He’s alright,” my husband says
But I wonder.  Who is this being
I share my house with? What is
This creature prowling while I sleep?     


Sunday, June 30, 2013

The Doubts of Unspoken Rules, by Diana Kreutzer


What is too much to share with a friend?

How do you know when you have shared too much?

What color combinations of clothes spill over the boundary of creative fashion and into the category of laughable, by those who judge such things?

What is the proper speed to eat in public so that you still qualify as being someone with good table manners?

At what point in a friendship is quiet time appropriate?

How much time is too much to be alone, before one is viewed as eccentric or hermit-like?

When do you start signing off your texts, e-mails, letters with "love" to your friends? 

When is someone considered a "friend"?

How much eye contact is allowed when you are alone among people you do not  know?

When do you decide to trust someone new in your life?

How many questions are too many to ask the tour guide, or bird guide, before everyone becomes annoyed with you?

How do you know that someone is interested in meeting  you and not merely saying "Hello! How are you?" to be polite?